And the Tree was happy.....

I love this book! My second favorite of all time.

If you have never read it before you should, I

promise you you will love it!

Disappointment

One thing I hate the most is being let down. I guess this is from being let down by my father for so many years when I was younger. Him promising to take us out on the weekend and never showing. Or him not coming to a school event that me or sister had invited him to. That can be tough on a young child, especially on one that didn't have many friend and looked forward to a weekend of fun with someone.

With all these no shows and displeasing afternoon weekends I soon began to realize to never get my hopes up. You may say that this isn't a good thing to live by but that is the only thing I know how to do. Getting my hopes up will just set myself for disappointment. There are times were I did have hope and faith but it seemed like disappointment out weighs happiness. Even if there was a moment of happiness and joy there was a let down soon to follow to over shadow the joy.

Over the years and making so called "friends" I began to trust people and realize not every one is like my father. When people had came through with there promises my faith in them would grow. If something came up and our plans fell through I became a little more understanding. Not everything can go as planned. I have come a long way from looking at things with the attitude of "I knew that was going to happen" to a more "having an acknowledgement of the situation" that accrued.

Happily ever after

HAPPILY EVER AFTER FROM HE IS WE

*Found them on purevolume. My favorite line is "oh, skip to the ending....do i end up happy?" I think everyone would like to know that answer to whatever the situation is.

Let me riddle you a ditty, it's just an itty bitty, little thing on my mind.
About a boy and a girl, trying to take on the world one kiss at a time.
Now the funny thing about, ain't a story without it, but the story is mine.
And I wish you could say, that it ended just fine.

We all want to know, how it ends.

Oh, happily ever after, wouldn't you know, wouldn't you know.
Oh, skip to the ending, who'd like to know, I'd like to know.
Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?

Inhale, breathe steady, exhale, like you're ready, if you're ready or not.
Just a boy and a girl trying to take on the world, and we want to get caught.
In the middle of a very happy ending, let's see what we've got, let's give it a shot.
Let's give it a shot.

We all want to know, how it ends.

Oh, happily ever after, wouldn't you know, wouldn't you know.
Oh, skip to the ending, who'd like to know, I'd like to know.
Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?

We all have a story to tell.
Whether we whisper or yell.
We all have a story, of adolescence and all it's glory.
We all have a story to tell.

Oh, happily ever after, wouldn't you know, wouldn't you know.
Oh, skip to the ending, who'd like to know, I'd like to know.
Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?

We all have a story to tell.
We all have a story to tell.
We all have a story to tell.
We all have a story to tell.

AHHHH!!

I dont know why I can't express my feelings. I have them bottle up and they just wont come out. I've tried so many different ways to try to let them out but it just wont happen! I just wanna pull my hair out, its so flippin ridiculious! I feel like i cant even talk to my best friends cause they dont get me or have their own problems to deal with. AHHH!!